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do something like that, &yes I'll care cause i thought you were there for me. But you know, i guess not. s'called DRIFTIN'AWAY So that's what i get. All i want is someone who won't let go. Someone who i could trust to be there for me through thick &thin. Someone who doesn't annoy me. Someone who will be there for me forever &I can trust to be my best friend forever. Someone who doesn't use me & takes me seriously. SOMEONE, who i could call a best friend. someone like that But there's no way i could go back and find one. Cause i have to start fresh, AGAIN, for the 93704791032th time. Dang, even this happened on 1st grade. We're all close &THEN, bam I'm out like that. Which means I'm used to it, so don't trip if you're reading this, 'cause it's probably not about you. But why's this happening all of the sudden? OH YEAH, cause it's middle school and that's where everything happens. Man, just wait until High School, just gets worse. I guess this month is just not my month. Bad things have been happening, JUSMYLUCK. Ehhhhhhhs, whatever. I care, but whatever. I can't wait until i die, SERIOUSLY. I can't change how things are going. Cause for one thing iddon't want to make it worse. &Another, I don't know who to tell anymore! Tell me to tell you stuff when you don't tell me stuff? I help you out & do stuff for you when you don't life a finger? I invite you places, and you don't? I do so much for people, and i get nowhere by doing that stuff. But forget it, cause i can't do anything about it. I guess I'll just stop helping people out, now. Cause even when i do, i don't get anything back. That shows how much you AREN'T a best friend. But nobody trip or ge tall scared bout it, cause i bet it's not about you. &I'm not tryna get people mad, i just feel.. insecure. VERY VERY VERY insecure. I hate this year, but then it's kinda the best. UGGGGGGGH, someone talk to me cause i feel like nobody cares, i hope YOU so thou. SOYEAH, i'm done. Fa'now thou. WHOA, wtffffff. But&like, uhm, yeah. WHATEVER.