&It knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down.
" I realized that when I had you, I felt complete and felt as if i didn't need you as much. But now that i don't have you, I realize how much I need you in my life. "
I feel incomplete, but I'm holding up alright. I'm living the past. I miss you. I miss your "GMS"'s every morning. I miss our 'I love you's. I miss your tightass hugs. I miss seeing your smile. I miss running to you whenever I saw you. I miss your tlc. I miss texting you 24/7. I miss staying up with you all night just you could do your homework. I miss being your best friend. Look, I know I'm being a complete bitch right now if you're reading this, and if you know who you are. But i don't care, It's just hard without having someone to go to. I was able to go to you for anything, but I messed up. Again. It hit me just as hard as it hit you, even if I did this to myself. Just looking for the right time to talk to you, or should I even do that at all? It feels like before, I tried hard but you didn't seem to care,..
OH, +Happy Six Months..
*By the way, if you don't know my brother, don't fucking add him. +Don't add my HS friends, shit. Just cause you know me doesn't mean you could add them. Cause you don't even fucking know them in person. Even if you've seen them before cause i was with them, don't add them, FUCKINGSHIT.
You're getting on my damn nerves, dude. You do so many things that make me furious, but you seem to CONTINUE to do all this shit. I can't believe you. I thought you were different from everyone else?..
