Bla

Honestly, I miss you like crazy. It was hard enough to let you go, now i just have to get used to it. Oh well, I guess it's a new start. Go out, look for a new best friend. I just wanted to say, that i know that I've made mistakes, lots. Yet, i'm still learning from them. I know, I'm not perfect, I've known that. You always told me that you'll be my best friend forever, I guess we just missed the 'forever'. I wish i could go back to Friday Night, and fix what I did wrong. I know we've been in a lot of fights. I just didn't know that this one would go as far as it has already. Like you said, "Whatever".

'True Friend

Happy Birthday Amy

I love you mucho. 13 years. You're old, man.

Amy's party was today at Adrianna's. Went there at 6. Backyard- Silly string, lumpia, soda, loud music, dancing, musical chairs (almost), truth or dare, birthday cake, caking. It was fun. Still waiting for ANGELA to send me the pictures. =)* VVVVVVV I saw Adrian! Best friend came, what did i do?! Hung out, just talked with everyone. It was a good night.

"Best Friends"..?

Wow, you bitch. I have the right to say that, honestly. First you steal my friends, then go off telling lies? I knew this was gonna happen, coming from you. You were there for me in the beginning, but i'm gonna have to let this friendship go. You said you didn't care about yours & ______'s friendship, but obviously, you do.. If you want to talk shit about someone you actually care for. and act like you don't care for them, do it to someone else. I can't even trust you anymore. &That party? You invite my BEST FRIENDS to go home with you, but not me. I thought i was ONE of your "best friends"? Oh wow, girrrrrl you're shady, shady shady shady. And when he told me you named all your "best friends", Half of them you never talk to! And some you didn't even know their damn last names! Yeah, what a best friend you are. You're just one of those who says stuff to make others happy, i just know it. I know you. I don't like how you are, now. But, i guess you CAN steal my best friends away. But hey, that's what you're good at, right? Making new friends, stealing all their friends, leaving them out, telling them stupid ass lies. I want to confront you, tell you off, so damn bad, but just think of it, what would others think. THAT'S WHAT I THINK ABOUT FIRST. NOT MYSELF, OKAY. WHAT OTHERS WILL THINK BEFORE I DO STUPID SHIT. Real Eyes, Real lies, damn Realize. That shit is true. You're just the "real lies" part. I think i'm done with our friendship, for now. I want to forget you, but i THOUGHT, you weren't going to be one of those friends who comes and goes. I guess I misjudged you. So much for best friend.

In place

Almost there, real close.

Went to the volleyball game! Saw brother looove &Nathan [: Sorry i didn't really talk to you guys, lol. And all those other Leyva kids. Nice to see you, Michellle (: We got there kinda late, but it was okay. Girls won, woot. I LOVE YOU NUMBER SIX! Boys didn't, but it's ohkay. Afterrr, walked to Jamba Juice. And yeah, blaaa.

*Should i run for president or secretary? =)

FFFFFFFFFFF.

I saw it all. I feel so replaced, on the highest level known to man. BOOOY! What other ways can my day get any worse? I don't even know who to trust or go to now, knowing they all talk shit. Is that even true -_- I wanna know. You f/cking bitch, I DO hope you go to EV, cause i don't need any of this shit anymore, honestly. You were never a friend, and never will be. All you do is talk about me behind my back, then come to me saying i'm your "BEST FRIEND" and tell me stuff. So if i were you, i would stfu cause i have stuff on you, girrrl. I don't even know WHY i still hang out with you, bad decision, frrreal.

I don't feel as important as before, knowing that they never really cared. And i wasted my time half of the year. Only because he's my brother, you looked out for me and pretended to be my friends, but I was not even that important at all. I'm always being thrown around the field, not finding one friend, ONE FRIEND that's always there and i could go to for sure, who i have never gotten into a fight w/ yet or hasn't talked shit. I want someone who doesn't pretend; to save me from this mess I'm in. From now on, I'm not listening to what ANYBODY says. Cause this is BS. &Seeing her there with you guys makes me feel replaced. I know, i haven't been there in a while. It's cause I realized y/g ignore me, a lot. +That's why I didn't go, who would i hang out with? I don't know who to go to now. FMLFMLFML, forrrrrreals.

"I'm gonna love you then, now and forever.."

asdfjk.

Haven't been blogging the past few days, soo just a few thiiings.

-I know, i know. You're my friend, yeah yeah. But I don't want to be friends with someone who tries to replace me. Honestly, I feel like you've been using me to get closer to my other friends, just saying. I could HELLLLLLLLLA tell that you've been talking to my other friends a lot, right after i get close with them. Are you trying to make them like you more than me..? Or is it just me. Idfk anymore. I still wanna be you friend, but you're making it seem unlike a friendship, and more like a competition. I mean, come on now. "Hi Best friend!"?! Be real. That person is MY best friend, and you've known that from the start. I was right there, come on now, kid. I get annoyed when you get lazy. Everyone has their lazy moments, but you do a lot. Knowing what you DON'T do right, makes me unsure about trusting you. Should i still be friends with you, or should i let our friendship go? Should i tell you? Am i exaggerating too much? Someone tell me, thanks.

-I hate when you get a new girlfriend, especiall this one. Honestly, she reminds me of ________a. She's just like her. I wish you stayed single, so i don't have to worry about you being bitchy to anyone else, or worry about you doing anything bad. I've begun to lose trust in you, this year. I can't tell if you like or not anymore. I don't dislike her, i'm just saying.

-Imissyouuuuu. We haven't been hanging out for a few months, MONTHS now. So let's hang out. Ifly, (:

-I'm sorry that had to happen to you, love you. ]:

-I'm so confused about who's still my friend, who are my real friends, do they really like me, are they just acting, who still WANTS to be my friend. !? If i could, i would take it back to the beginning of the school year, when everything was clear and i didn't have to worry about any drama. I miss the beginning of the year, esp. the first day. I remmeber the WHOLE entire day. The laughing, the smiles, the love everyone shared. Nikki introducing me to everyone, everyone was hella excited. Now all my life is full of drama.

*LATE!

Where my party people at.

Shaela's birthday party (: Iloveyou. Dance! &Eat and all that stuff. Danced with Adrianna, Amy, #6, HALEY, all of them (: ADRIENNE! My TA, i'm dead meat, son! Haha [: YES YOU CAN DANCE, CUTEEES =) It was alright. Some people there that shouldn't have been, BUT, it's all good. >:) People kept staring at me D: Saw Payton and Kaitlyn! I miss them (: +Mayheyy, Joey, & Sp. I miss my sexy love! Those cookies were good. HA, yeah. People brought back memories D: but yeah, i'm cool c(: Some people got freaky :O *Aheeeeeem. But yeah. I GOT MY PIGGY BACK RIDE =) Am i really that fat? D:


*HAPPY NINE MONTHS, NIKKI HUYNH. Three more months left, tell me. WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO ):

HA. HA. HAHAHA.

You just NEVER stop, do you? You're fucking lazy, you're a fucking jocker, you fucking annoy the hell out of me sometimes, i swear. Yeah, you're my friend, and i love you, BUT. ASKDJ.You tell me stuff that's a LIE. "I hate him, i hate her." YEAH, you know you love them! So stop telling me that stuff. It's gonna be funny when you don't pass High School, HAHA. You're so unpredictable, sometimes. SAYING you'll do something, but end up backing out in the end. Stick with what you say, ohkay! I know you've told me you hate how people jock, but you know you do it, too. So don't tell me you hate it if you jock me so much, and my friends too. That's what annoys me most. Don't take this the wrong way, you've just been getting on my nerves lately. You know i love you, tho..

Make my day.

I miss you too =) Boring stuff nowadays. Ms. Kolber may be the worst teacher ever, I hate choir. Noooothing much to blog about, but i love my best friend!(: And i miss my mommy and Helena. <3

I'll ask the sun to shine away

Cold and rainy day. Ran the mile. Okay day. People really get me nowadays, you guys get so annoying. Even when i don't do anything to you, you cuss me out or yell at me. What's up with that, i don't understand anybody anymore. I swear, if someone annoys me again, I'm gonna shoot them. HA, sikes.

DANCE.

Was hella boring, but it's all good. And NO, no slow dances for me =). Cept with BOYFRIEND Adrianna and MOTHER Nikki (: Hungout with Adrianna, Martha, Amy, Eller most of the time. Afterwards, Nikki came home with me. Computer, watched Freedom Writer, In Her Shoes, and Scary Movie 4. Slept around, two? Then Saturday, slept in. MADE VALENTINE COOKIES, ha. Ate pizza, went to the Civic Center for Fantastics. Good job Aaron :P And all your other friends, Haha. Went home, MORE PIZZA. Aaron tickled Nikki to death. I FELL ASLEEP /= And they ditched me to the park! Then woke up at four/fiveish and went downstairs to watch some movie with them. SLEEP! Woke up, ate, took Nikki home. (: Reunited! It was lots of fun.

*IDK, do i want it back, or do i stay where I am right now. Am i wasting my time? I don't know whattodo, so we'll seeeeeee, &yeah. =)