Friday, March 20, 2009

FFFFFFFFFFF.

I saw it all. I feel so replaced, on the highest level known to man. BOOOY! What other ways can my day get any worse? I don't even know who to trust or go to now, knowing they all talk shit. Is that even true -_- I wanna know. You f/cking bitch, I DO hope you go to EV, cause i don't need any of this shit anymore, honestly. You were never a friend, and never will be. All you do is talk about me behind my back, then come to me saying i'm your "BEST FRIEND" and tell me stuff. So if i were you, i would stfu cause i have stuff on you, girrrl. I don't even know WHY i still hang out with you, bad decision, frrreal.

I don't feel as important as before, knowing that they never really cared. And i wasted my time half of the year. Only because he's my brother, you looked out for me and pretended to be my friends, but I was not even that important at all. I'm always being thrown around the field, not finding one friend, ONE FRIEND that's always there and i could go to for sure, who i have never gotten into a fight w/ yet or hasn't talked shit. I want someone who doesn't pretend; to save me from this mess I'm in. From now on, I'm not listening to what ANYBODY says. Cause this is BS. &Seeing her there with you guys makes me feel replaced. I know, i haven't been there in a while. It's cause I realized y/g ignore me, a lot. +That's why I didn't go, who would i hang out with? I don't know who to go to now. FMLFMLFML, forrrrrreals.

"I'm gonna love you then, now and forever.."