Last two hours.

I want the last two hours of 2008 to actually last. The truth? This yeah was probably the BEST year i've had in all 12 years of my life. I've had my ups & downs, here & there, but in the end, it's all chill. I want `09 to be better, but i bet it won't be nearly as good as 08.


Kay, happy new years. In two hours.


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Blast that MotherF.

-People these days, they're so hard to understand. And like i thought you were the one. But no? Cause i've heard worse now and it's beginning to freak me out. Not that I don't like you, just a little insecure bout you. RAWR PLAYER RAWR.<3

-HAHA, Why are you freakin` scared of me when i didn't do SH/T to you! You just give me something to laugh at & make fun of, so stop embarassing yourself. And and and, Adrian taught me this word: INTIMIDATED(: That's what you are, LOSARRRRR. Stupid hoe, get outta everyone's pants.Sorry it's just blogging, yeahhhh.

-I miss you so freakin' much. :( Haven't talked to you in a while, so yeah you know who you are. (=

-All you guys have time for is the OTHER side of the family. You guys never think of US. You never tell us stuff, thinking we won't care. &So we stopped caring, now you know how it is.

- YOU'RE THE WORST COUSIN EVER. I WANT YOU OUTTA MY LIFE, NOW. ANNOYING AS$ LITTLE WHITE GIRL. HOW COULD YOU EVER BUDGE INTO THIS FAMILY. I just wanna sock you in the face, like frreals. &You should know it's coming. NINE YEARS, and yet, STILL GOING. Just get outta here, you don't belong here. Annoying piece of shit.

-&Anyways,

*New Years Resolution
I don't have an exact New Years Resolution, yet, & some of my ideas are
1- Be a better daughter, granddaughter, cousin, sister, and friend
2- Keep up my grades
3- Keep my friends, whether i make new ones i or not, make new friends and still keep the old one

edited. fshoooooo.
I don't want to drift away, from anyone. It's happened so many times before, it hurts like a needle up yo` ass, but even worse.

DEC25.

Merry Christmasss, yesterday. Hope you had a good one, Tell me watchu got.



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Watched Marley & Me w/ Helena and Aaron. 'Looks like a dead lamb.' HAHA, good stuff. Hmm, Nikki you suck cause you did'nt come! D: It's all good, next time.(: We look for "sunglasses & watches" for Nikki. SEXY :D

LATER.

Your face disgusts me.

I just can't stand that greedy look on your face anymore. I'm tired of it. You're not even on that half of the family, and you take gifts as your first priority. Then show it off. and Act like a kiss up. I hate you. You're always saying i'm your hero, then you're telling me how much of a bad cousin i am? I don't even get it anymore.. you don't even belong in this family. I hate having to say this, but it's true.


On the other hand, i hope you had a good Christmas Eve. Went to my dad's side of the family, hung out with the cousinsss. <3>

The last thing i want

Is to lose you. All I ever wanted was a friend like you. Is it just me, or did i do something. `Cause yeah, i HAVE been realizing things, and I don't know if you have. Maybe it's just me. I don't know? All I want for Christmas is to have you back where you were before, and I want to know why this always happens to us. `Cause yeah, I miss you. And all our hang outs. And all of that. It's hard for me to forget these things. Yeah, I have new friends but it does not mean they're replacing the old ones. I try to keep in touch, but then again I just feel left out. Wait, scratch that. I feel left out ALL the time. But at the beginning of the year you were always there for me, and I know you know that. You also let me in. And cared about everything that I said or told you. You should ALSO know who you are. <3

Dear Aaron,

lmaopillowtruck (10:46:50 PM): today was a good day

lmaopillowtruck (10:46:56 PM): i finally realized i'm lesbian

tiffannyx3 (10:46:57 PM): because he asked me out.

tiffannyx3 (10:46:59 PM): HAHAHA

Today I've made up my mind.

Break- boring. Lunch-GOOD. After school- BETTER. (:
B- lalallalalalla.
L- Uhm, hung out near the gym. Blablabla. Watched Andrew blow a kiss &say I love you to eller. :O hella funny. Hung out with boyfriend Adrianna, Cousin Martha, Joe, Andrew, MarKISSMYASS, Eller, LONGassdick, Tiana and them sevies. :D
AS- Burrito Azteca. Hmmmm, "JOYCE! SANTA CAM TO VISIT!" lol, hecka cute (: Then Fowler and played truth or dare. DANG, LMAO. ahahahahaha. "Aaron, i'll be over later. I'm gonna watch that video over and over."


*I'm gonna miss you guys l= let's chillll before school starts up `09!

With every day's a brand new song.

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you, today so you can cry.
Today was, super gay. Well,it was okay i guess. School was ehh. But yeah. After went to grandparent's house. Took a nap. blablabla. Winter Fest at Creek. I'm getting so lazy nowadays, all thanks to you. I can't believe it.Tomorrow is a minimum day, and after school Fowler for the gift exchange/Secret Santa thing. So yeah, see you guys there. &I guess I'm meeting Niki tomorrow? To give her the gift. I don't even know what she looks like.

I haven't talked to you or had a serious talk with you for a while, are we still cool.

Maybe one day we'll go back to being just friends.

What did i do. How do i fix it. I don't even know what i did wrong.. so why don't you give me a heads up. AGH, I don't know what I'm doing wrong, and you don't have to take EVERYTHING out on me even if it doesn't have to do with me, right? Or, does it. O_o Next time, just tell me so i don't have to go thru this again.


Today was, OKAY. Monique gave candy to people. Uhm, yeah. and they got fat. The End.

Holy Mother Truckers.

What did i do to you now. &You. &You. &You.

Is there something WRONG with him? Why am I always stuck with these kind of people, on and off.

And thanks for being a b/tch to me today. I LOVED it. o_o

Why you have to hate, just jealous of us, HUH!? who cares what you say cause nobody likes you anyways. (:

I think it was the wrong choice to tell you, it seems like you're gonna do something about it. Holy mother effers.

To me, the word trust always turns out to be the opposite of what i think it means. I don't know who to tell what, or what to tell who. I wish there was someone who has been there for me thru thick & thin from the start, and always will be. The only person i know like that is my brother. So thanks <3


&btw, i love you boyfriend. Happy one month Adrianna Andal<3(:>

SATURDAY

Happy six months, NIKKI<3 face="lucida grande">(:




*BLABLABLA. Stop talking about him already, we know you love him and he loves you and you're obsessed with him. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Okay? Cause We get it, it gets on my nerves sometimes. O_O Don't think I'm jealous either, cause i have my own problems. &Trying to be hard to get? WOW, that's so low. You know you wanted to, so why didn't you just do it? JEEZ, hufilagueailgraw. For ONCE, just once, would you stop talking about him. And let OTHERS talk without you saying, EWH they're ugly. Or, OMG i love him. BLABLABLA. Freaking stressed out. Not just about YOU, but, yeah. UGH, and for everyone ELSE, thanks for making Friday a good night <3 It was pretty fun, but i guess it was okayyyy.. I wanna go back to Alumni dance. (=

WINTER BALL!

Good job Nikki! ILY<3 queen, see i told you! Slow dance with HELENA to take you down. (: &UGH, $#!%#!, they forgot to even call me D: Hella embarassing. AGHHH, oh well. it's over with, so yeah. &ILYGUYS. Last dance was the BESTTTT<3 (: THAT made my day. Or, week. Week SUCKED ASS. gfueilgfeeaigi
Queen: NIKKKI<3
King: Alex!
Princess: Lisa
Prince: BRIANNNN
&..?

Eighth graders.

WHY'D i have to be one year behind you guys. I feel as if everyone in my grade leaves me behind and treats me like i'm nothing. But i feel equal with you guys, UGH. -_- It's pissing me off, why couldn't it be me, 8, &9th graders in the same year? AHHH, and middle school and high school together. I have no idea what I'm going to do next year when I have NO eighth graders by my side, I'm gonna be a loner. /=

Happy Birthday Miss Martha Cabatic!

I LOVE YOU<3
Today was fun after school (: With Nikki, Erin, Jenn, Helena, and Danielle. TURKEY! I said what what in the butt?! HAHA, ily guys. <3 Good day, son.

*UGH, i swear. you and your stupid drama s SO ANNOYING, why do you want him to do it? I mean, it's up to him, his choice NOT yours. &You can't make him do it? Right? Well, yeah. o_o It's just getting on my nerves, and how you judge my people and I don't say a WORD about yours. So, yeah. Ckma.
&YOU. Why do you always push me away? What did i ever do to you? Geez, and you don't even know how i felt when you did that today. O_o Uh, yeah.. Well it's alright i guess, but it's been two times already, so yes. I guess.

Grades are dropping, again. So I might not be able to text. I realllly need help in science and stuff. o_o. Yeah, i feel like I'm super stupid now, GHUISOAGDUIAE.

I know my destination.

December 9.

Was GAY. Why don't you guys just butt out, OKAY?! Cause it's starting to bug me how you always take everything seriously. LIKE, when i was showing you? You're such an embarrassment, and I don't think I'm gonna be telling ANYONE in my grade anymore. It's like, I only trust people older than me now, it doesn't matter how long i've known then. &ioy, so don't worry about it. But, yeah forreals, you just need to chill sometimes, ESPECIALLY when i said "best friend". You don't need to go all out on me, geez. So much for not leaving me out, right? o_o Just, wow. You're so mean and messed up, like rhjeiaophfreaiulgbfa.

Stronger.

than these emotions? Or whattttt.. &btw if you think i'm mad at you, I'm not. Just been really moody. -_-

Wow. Today. WOOOOW.

Freakin` wow. Can you just ONCE, JUST ONCE take something less seriously cause that was so embarassing, don't walk over there just cause I won't tell you something. WOW. that's all i could say -_- You're retarded, do you want people to know your secrets?! NO, I DIDN'T THINK SO. So next time before you guys go doing something, THINK about how it makes other people feel. Pshpshpsh,

Weekend Highlight.

Helena<3 Went to her house Saturday night. Played rock band. "LET'S ROCK THIS SHIT!
Went outside to play volleyball with her and Aaron. Run in streets. Wheeeeee. (: Ended up sleeping over, WHOOT! slept at 2 watching Nancy Drew. Then woke up and showered Doggies, LOL. HAHAHHA(: Waited for Helena to curl her hair for an HOUR! LOLLL, then went to eat PHO, but instead we ate chow fun. (: Went to Gilroy Outlet, thanks for the shoes<3 And then church! That's it for my weekend.


I do like you, but i can't admit it.


And i hate Eller.

Friday Night!

Was fun. &school was alright, friday night was better thou (: Nikki, Helena, Monique, Danielle, Jenn, Aaron, Tuan, Kenny, Michael, James, etc. etc. :P hahahaha, girls &guys bathroom. Watched gamessss. "Now? now? are you nervous?" :P Fun stuff. My hand hurts from too many "SUPS" and "*knuckle touch!" (: &now you're copying me after you accuse ME of copying YOU. wow, ohshaaa.


AHHHHHHH NIKKI ♥(:

December 3!

Was alright. Sold tickets with Nikki &Helena at lunch. (: TWENTY SIX MORE. I'm gonna try to sell some tomorrow so bring money, and yeah. After school did homeworkkkk, and then went to HELENA'S to play rock bank guitar hero "BAND VERSION". She TRIEDDD to wake aaron up but he ignored us. Ran back to her house. BAREFOOT. I was paranoid her parents would come home. :P waitinggg for people to get on aim so i can talk to them, HELLA BORED!


Later [:

Mhm,

Like you're any good.