The last thing i want

Is to lose you. All I ever wanted was a friend like you. Is it just me, or did i do something. `Cause yeah, i HAVE been realizing things, and I don't know if you have. Maybe it's just me. I don't know? All I want for Christmas is to have you back where you were before, and I want to know why this always happens to us. `Cause yeah, I miss you. And all our hang outs. And all of that. It's hard for me to forget these things. Yeah, I have new friends but it does not mean they're replacing the old ones. I try to keep in touch, but then again I just feel left out. Wait, scratch that. I feel left out ALL the time. But at the beginning of the year you were always there for me, and I know you know that. You also let me in. And cared about everything that I said or told you. You should ALSO know who you are. <3