+Even if we fight a million times over little things, we could still make it better.
BUT, I think this is my final decision. Every time i see you, I want to break down and cry. Cheesy, but seriously. I can't stop thinking about this, but I'm trying to let it go. I'm dying inside, but I know this is what you want after all of the things I've put you through. Whatever you want is fine with me. I can't live without you, but hurting you isn't worth being your best friend, if i said that right. If hurting you is all I do, I'll stop it here. All of it. Even if I KNOW i can't live without you, this is for the better. I'm letting go, but just know my love is still there..
I know you don't need me, you seem fine flying solo. Maybe I had a somewhat 'secret crush' on you. Don't rightly know. You won't have to worry about me giving you anymore problems than I've already caused you to go through. Do i love you too much? I loved you more than you ever thought, keep that in mind.
If this leads me to crying every single night, it doesn't even matter. I know this is better for both of us, whether we want it or not. Whether I want it or not, I know that we'll do a lot better going our separate ways. I know, this is all my fault and i don't want it to be this way, but I realize that I'm not enough for you. I don't satisfy you as i should/the way you want me to. I'm sorry, with all my heart. And if you think I broke forever, no I didn't. That will always be there, friends or not.
*Third time around, honestly, hasn't hit me as hard as before. I guess i haven't been paying attention that much. Sorry for all the bullshit I've given you. I'll leave it all alone, but thanks for being there.
But don't worry, your secrets are all safe with me ♥ .
-I know you probably think that I'm being a completely self-centered bitch right now, and that's fine. I know I've been acting like one lately. It's okay, I know i deserve it.
100408.
skip to main |
skip to sidebar
